….wow things are way not the same…kinda sucks knowing 9 days later that you are taken, and never told me. what’s even worse is the song i have stuck in my head is bittersweet. the word lovely now just is bleh…maybe it is time to just focus on getting my licenses and climb up the cooperate…funny how I only went and tried out for this job so you wouldn’t have to live in your car…ouch

this week has been nothing but bittersweet,

but the best thing is at least I will be doing something with my life, and eventually

someone will want in your spot, and I’ll hand them my heart and say, please don’t break it. it can’t stand anymore disappointment.

well goodnight :I